Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Something is Wrong!

MY intuition says something is really going to be Wrong!

This happened almost 7-9yrs back, when there was great trauma in my life (also it took a while to recover), now it’s back. Note sure what would be the impact, but Yes, I am prepared to certain extent to face any kind of tsunami this time.... while I can anticipate few, but never know what is under the carpet.

When the intuition says something going to be wrong, then “Stress” increases and when Stress increases the “Fear of Failure Steps In” and that is more “Stressful” than the actual Stress itself.

And Fear is something that loves to grow and fester in people. It can be much bigger than life sometimes. I think I am fearful of a future outcome and it has already preoccupied my mind and my intuition and giving HARD time to HEARING my positive intuition???? I think it is impairing my judgment so that I do not even know that my feelings are fear based??? I know and I strongly believe fear can greatly hinder our intuition.

But what about the proven facts from past???? Unanswered!

Looks like I need a desperate break, not in a state of mind to give or accept any.

My Lord - Need Your Help Please....

- Shastry MVN

Tuesday, May 3, 2011


Wish “MY” life was a straight line, unlike connecting dots!

Have been living isolated (from personal relations) for some time now, feel good factor. Human tendency we often crib on what we do not have, than appreciating about the fact what we have. Started inheriting the fact “what was not ours, will never be ours and what is ours is always ours, and will be around us... all we need to do is figure out what is OURS” and life will be so easy to live.

Pressure is mounting on professional front, many times feel like running away from all responsibilities... yet again end of day they are to be dealt by me, if not today probably tomorrow I will need to handle it, so living with it. But I fail to understand why don’t organizations understand that needs of the organization and our needs as workers are the same???.

I will not make this happen “ME” as an entrepreneur. BTW business front, everything going good... will post some great updates & achievements soon. It’s time to be employee, bye for now.

- Shastry MVN